~The Road Less Taken~

Monday, June 16, 2008

i've been thinking about myself, and why i do things that i do (such as my most famous/hard-to-explain involvement so far with the pb).

and i think i realise it now.

i need to do something. i need to be involved in something at any point in time.

i find it incredibly difficult just to sit down for hours on end doing something - even fun things such as playing games. i get tired of those too after a while.

i guess i need a challenge, or at least something to keep me suitably occupied.

maybe that's where all my senses of "i'm not doing this right" come in. i realise that i need to do something else, which makes more sense.

maybe that's why i'm feeling so hollow this holidays.

there's been nothing much to do (quite surprisingly for a raffles holiday), and i've really tapered off into a minimal-work state. and once you do that it's hard to get back on track.

so i'm in need of that one spark which can put me back heading in the right direction, or at least, heading somewhere at all.

ok all this thinking about myself is getting to me.

but i guess it's one of the only things which is really worth the time thinking about. time well spent, sort of.

I stopped to rest at 10:29 PM

Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...